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Our Little Pea

It was a funny thing the first time we thought we have you there already. I was feeling dizzy most of the time and I feel like I have dyspepsia every after meal. I thought could it be possibly because I have a little pea growing in my tummy already? We went to the doctor to have it checked, the doctor said I'm just getting hyper acidity and gave me prescriptions. But we were both hesitant to have me take those medicines in case you were already there. So what we did is to take a urine test to make sure, 


POSITIVE

This is the first pregnancy test we took to really see if you were real. At first we couldn't believe it, we just thought it was a glitch on the device and that we'd have to try another test to make sure.


still POSITIVE!

So we took a second pregnancy test a week after the first one but still the results were the same. It's telling us that you are already there. It took some time for the feeling to sink in about 2 weeks probably to realize that our  lives will no longer be the same again. We're going to be parents. 

We went to see another doctor the next day and this time it's an OB-GYNE to really make sure. And then, she confirmed I am 5 weeks pregnant. 


The very first time we saw you.

We can't believe our eyes when  we saw you there. So tiny, you were just 2 cm then but what made you so special is that with your size comes a beating heart already, faster than mine. Mommy and Daddy were so happy to hear your beating heart, though so tiny, you're letting us know that you are there and that you are alive. We couldn't wait to see you then.

After a month we saw you again, you grew a few centimeters bigger than the last time. And you are starting to form your body, you have your hands forming already and your head is bigger than all other parts of your body. Still so tiny, my little one.


This is Mommy's tummy @ 3 months

You don't look that big yet outside but I know you're getting bigger and bigger each day inside. My body was starting to change then, 


You're a GIRL!

Mommy and Daddy were thinking you were a boy but we're surprised to find out that  you're a girl. We have never been so excited now that we know you're a girl we are starting to think about your name, clothes and toys. And look, you have nose like Daddy and look at your chubby cheeks. We can't  wait to kiss them.


@ 6 months

All of a sudden, look how big you've grown. My tummy is suddenly big and so are you. I feel you moving and kicking now. You hear Daddy's voice already and we always listen to classic music. You move when you hear them so I bet you like it.


turning 7 months

Look how Mommy's body has changed. It only shows that you are getting bigger and bigger each day. I always pray you'll be a healthy one. We celebrated our first Christmas with you in my tummy, 


At 8 months

Mommy and Daddy is having fun in the mirror with you growing inside my tummy. Look how big you've grown. And look how Daddy's tummy has grown too. (hahaha)
In the next month we'll be seeing you already.


We've bought you some things already, preparing your clothes and other necessities. 


My tummy is so round and your movements are getting bigger. Mommy is having a hard time sleeping and lying in bed, You are so playful inside. Mommy and Daddy is always having fun when we see my tummy deform because of your movements. Now that it's  your month, I can't help but just wait for you everyday. One of these days will be your birthday. We can't wait to see you little one!


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