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It was a funny thing the first time we thought we have you there already. I was feeling dizzy most of the time and I feel like I have dyspepsia every after meal. I thought could it be possibly because I have a little pea growing in my tummy already? We went to the doctor to have it checked, the doctor said I'm just getting hyper acidity and gave me prescriptions. But we were both hesitant to have me take those medicines in case you were already there. So what we did is to take a urine test to make sure,  POSITIVE This is the first pregnancy test we took to really see if you were real. At first we couldn't believe it, we just thought it was a glitch on the device and that we'd have to try another test to make sure. still POSITIVE! So we took a second pregnancy test a week after the first one but still the results were the same. It's telling us that you are already there. It took some time for the feeling to sink in about 2 weeks probably to reali

" A lot can happen in a year." I  met a guy who once told me that. When I was told, it never seemed to have mattered to me. I didn't really have a plan with my life before. I just go wherever life is calling me. But the test of time had me believe in that phrase. Once you have decided on even just one thing, a ripple effect happens on all other things. August 29th of 2015, I got married. I married the guy I recently never thought I would. We don't have the perfect love story to share to everyone. It was a roller coaster ride. A lot of pain, heartaches and wounds that needed to heal over time. We went separate ways but I guess it's true, you just have to fight for the one you love and don't let anyone tell you what do. I am married to the love of my life. After 8 years of being together and apart,  finally we tied the knot. I am ready to spend the rest of my life with this man. Our first official kiss as Husband and Wife

I've been staring at this blank page for a while already. It seems like I don't know where to start. I keep getting questions, why this and why that. Actually, I don't know what  happened. I got confused on the way things are going. It's not the first time that I thought about breaking up, I've been trying to open the subject many times already but somehow he managed to talk me out of it. The past six years was a roller coaster ride. It was fun. We've had ups and downs like any relationship does but never did we go to bed without fixing any problem we've had. It was the best six years of my life.  What I know is, when you're in a relationship this long, you have to always give more than what you always do. Sometimes, things get boring when you can't keep up with that scheme. I love him, I love our relationship, it means everything to me. But how can I keep on going when I know both of us cannot give anymore. Result is, we keep on disappoi

Getting married? Hmmm, "Marriage" is such a big word. It comes with responsibility, trust, hard work, loyalty, respect, love and many more. When I get married, it should be with the guy I really love most. As for now, everything is still so blurry but that won't stop me from planning that day ahead of time. It was just a random thought for sometime already but it made me fancy more and more about every details on having that special day. Here's the few things I like THE WEDDING CAKE WEDDING GOWNS Got so many to choose from. HAIR DO I haven't really decided on that yet but yeah, here's a little glimpse of my upcoming wedding. Which is still to be announced because I still don't have my groom. Hehehe. I won't be the perfect Bride but I'll be looking fly! Hahaha

I'm really not that kind of a fan with Nicholas Sparks, but somehow his books inspire me in so many ways. My boyfriend told me one time that I watch too much movies about love, life and pain because he thinks I get too emotional when I handle things about our relationship. I don't think I too am though. I just watched "The Vow" again, and that movie hurts me all the time, like very much. I get too emotional watching it, it's like it hurts me ten times more than the way it was intended by the author to let the readers/viewers feel about the story. I admire how the character, Leo, was able to handle the things that happened after the accident, after his wife lost her memory. Everything she knows about him were gone, and if it happened to me I could have just killed myself in disbelief. It wasn't that easy, it never was, to be able to see someone you love go and leave you behind, helpless with no one to help you get through it. "I choose to stay with h

I can't imagine how a guy manages to keep his mouth shut while he's got a bunch of things to say in his head. While a woman can nag everything she wants to say, a guy can only nod or shook his head or even no response at all. Today was a roller coaster ride with him, and I saw him cry his heart out because of all the pressure he's been through. I didn't understand at first but when he started to let it all out I realized maybe I was adding up to the pressure he was feeling.  There are things in life that we want but no matter how much we wanted it and no matter how hard we try just to achieve it sometimes it won't happen for some reasons. A lot would say maybe it's not for you, but I don't agree. Should be that it may be not for you for now, but later on when you will prove everyone including yourself on how much you deserve to have it sooner or later you'll have it. But it's easier said than done, I know.  I realized now that I shouldn'